Truth or Dare

"The only truth it's to dare"

Careless

"I wish I could be your secret angel,

insivible guardian, nameless protector.

But I can't even take care of myself."

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Paradise Lost

here lost with my thoughts
while my coffee is getting cold
I catch myself reflecting
how I was used to
think
how things never go right
at the same time
but remembering about the past
I've lived in this eden

well ...

at least I was feeling like that,
yet there is no perfection ...
Eva was unhappy
and I was the one to blame
then
I rejected all that divinity.
I've fell for my own choice
made a path through the fire
got problems with my black feathers,
always

maybe we just don't fit to the paradise
we make for ourselves
or maybe I just wasn't brave enough
to deal with my own happiness
although
nothing really changes
and that heavenly place is still there
in the same place it were before
inside my delusions
only

"that’s what I get for kicking
religion in the ass"
but I kicked the redhead too
we get what we deserve...
...no
it's all about what we can achieve
the sky was just too much for me
and found no pleasure in the underworld
isn't that where we supose to be?
after all
between heaven and hell
there will always be much more things wrong
than just
Melancholia

  

Sweetheart

"Baby, I see poetry in your lines,
I feel colors in your curves,
I hear melody in your soul"
  

Damned

I'm cursed with this cureless feeling
It will hurt me until I can't laugh anymore
It is known that time cure everything
But my hourglass timing is different
Three days become three autumns
A simple memory changes to a tomb

My sadomasochistic heart searches for conflict
Asks for proves of faith and trust
With open chest I let everything come in
Leaving an irreparable damage
And I insist in haunting my problems
Even when there's no more solution
Making the sorrow worst and tearing me apart

Accursed from irreversible love
Heartache bigger than my chest
That takes my breath away
But I will never quit as long as I can feel
Having no fear from regretting what I've done

Because damned I am
Until receive a bless from the one
         

Not even a bang

The black hole of creation

Destruction to generate

Fear that shapes the love

Purifying agony

The great mix from an explosion

Scream in silence

Total consummation for renovation

Putting all elements together

Draining every energy

Absorbing the soul

Feeding the chaos

Reshaping the order

But what is being in a invisible place,

Where even the light can't pass through?